Not Easy

I am not an easy person. I am not easy because I ask the most of myself and the most of the people in my life. I have huge expectations. I give more than I have and sometimes I am left exhausted and defeated. This is not a bad thing. It is not bad to aim high. It is not bad to be alone because I absolutely refuse to settle or to slide backwards. People are intimidated by that. Let them be. Let them choose easy roads. They are never easy in the end. I am confident, even when I am scared. I will make you love and hurt and feel and open. But I will never be easy.